so u haven't been BOWED yet!!!!!!!!!!!

B'day

Said dwellers,

Around me;

Its goin to be a new day,

New morning,new dawn,

Would be shading my life,

Its gonna be my birthday.

I smelt something else,

Something different from those words

I realized

I was reaching my end;

By one more year down

Ones I need goin to fall

By one more day

All I'm struggling for

And taking trouble for,

Would be in grave,

Lying beside me.

I never wanted it

I wanted to stay

As I was, or

As I'm now,

Not reach further, not any more,

My dreams blacking out;

And my good thoughts being shattered,

I wanted no hope,

For that new day

Was leading into darkness

Every time I thought about this;

I forgot!!! Rather I never wanted,

To put my dream into action,

That was to attain a bright future.

This being only a thought

Still remaining a thought,

But no bravery is against it;

Inferring that my bravery

Was also ending &

Lose my needed ones,

I realized…..

Only one question

Would rattle till my end;

FUTURE

Is it goin to provide

New dawn or just my ASHES,,,,,

Who cares!!!!. Unless the cake takes you to coma rather than slumber.......